Experience is the best teacher

I have lived for about 35 years now. Whew! But remembered details of the recent ones. Honestly, I hardly remember my first few years - that is year 1 to 6. Even after that I guess. I have trouble remembering details of past. Maybe because of self-preservation or could be bad memories. Or maybe, I am more concern of the present and the future.

Just like the title says: Experience is the best teacher. I believe in that yet admit that I don't remember much. I am unable to recall that quickly especially of the past. Is this bad? Maybe, my RAM is not enough to store much information and so, it retains recent ones - the ones needed.

But anyway, experience is really the best teacher...

Life must go on

Many things have happened. Still standing though. Making the best of what can be done. Trying really hard to make life, better. Lot's of good things happened - thanks to God. HE continue to help, giving hope, the strength needed.

Holding on to life's struggle

We are here on purpose of learning and enduring suffering. But we can still be victorious, even when pain is there. Provided that we have never lose hope and that we strive to walk-on righteously. The "Creator" is abundant with all that we will need. The challege is to stay on the right path and more importantly, be able to acknowledge "His" work on us.

We are to spread this personality but must also understand that not all will embrace it.

Doing the right thing

Few days back, I have asked myself if I was bad or selfish.

This question brought me to self-examination. Yes, I was working to the best to support my basic needs. But on top of that, what matter most to me is "Doing the right thing".

Time passes, good friends stays

Came across with long-time friends. Sometimes, its just nice to have friends, friends that are not attached to you in a way. What I am saying is, all of us have friends, but there are online friends you never even met or came close with. If you are mature enough to keep them and be serious about "real" friendship, I suppose, you'll keep them. And even though you might not able to email or call them, no matter what, after years pass by and you email them, that they'll reply to you positively. That could only happen if you manage to put a good and honest foundation with your relationship.

Back on my Feet again

Life still amuses me. Now, I am back on my feet again. Life has it's ups and downs.Everything was happening to me now. All that I have been searching. Peaceful, normal life. We're only waiting for the one last thing to normalize everything.

It now fits to where it should. As I always said, "For every pot, there is a corresponding cover." I got tired of saying "The only thing constant is change." For it doesn't help knowing, what I meant was, that by understanding that everything changes, one must also strive to make it happen in a positive way, for if anyone accept and does change, must change for the better and not for the worst.

You sail alone into a big dark ocean

Life is just really confusing and very complicated. Some things are just not easy to understand. Though many of us have eyes, just few of us choose to see. Feelings just like life are as complicated to understand. Or is it just really misleading most of the time. Most of us are just too cautious about walking life's journey. Have given much attention to either safety nets, paranoidness or being too serious and good at whatever things we do. What is the worst thing that could happen to a man's life? I am not sure. Death? = ) Broken faith and trust? Loss of love? Property? My life is as crazy as the universe itself. Will I ever understand how and what is happening? Should man be always waiting for a reciprocal of everything he does? Is it how life works? Life is like a card game. You don't always see what's at the back of your opponent's hand.

What happens when you cross a big and dark ocean? Will you really know what's in store for you? Do we always see light at the end of the tunnel? Should we always expect good things to happen? Are we all blindfolded of the real truths we should have seen?

Tough times don't lasts but tough people do.

We all rule our lives the way we want it. Funny thing is though we do make it, something else happens. For some reasons, this is how we are made. Balance is sustained.

Been a while since I last blogged. My schedules and work became tighter and tighter. Now, I alone handles everything in our department. My colleage left his work and now, I suffer. Thank you very much. = )

It is difficult to work alone with all the problems I need to ressolve but I guess the management really doesn't care. The only thing you get out of a good work is "More Work".